【主要演员】 Nhu Quynh Nguyen ....大姐 苏 Suong Chu Hung ....大姐夫 库 摄影师 Quoc Le Tuan Anh ....大姐的情夫 唐 Tuan Le Khanh ....二姐 凯Khanh Manh Cuong Tran ....二姐夫 基 作家 Kien Quang Hai Ngo ....老三 海 Hai 陈女燕溪 Tran Nu Yên-Khê ....小妹莲 Lien THE LAST FANTASY
越南三部曲 之 《夏天的滋味》/《垂直曰光》 导演：陈英雄 Anh Hung Tran 编剧：陈英雄 Anh Hung Tran 摄影：李屏宾 Pin Bing Lee
莲，醒醒 Liên, wake up.
小妹！起床了！ Little sister! Get up!
莲，晚了 Liên, it's late.
让我再睡一会儿 Let me sleep a bit more.
不行，今天是妈的忌日 No way. Today is Mum's memorial.
你得去厨房帮大姐 You have to help big sisters in the kitchen.
记得昨天我们在卡卡街吗？ Remember yesterday when we were in Cha Ca Street?
人很多，我有一种奇怪的感觉 It was crowded. And I had a weird feeling.
什么？ What?
我想：人们误把我们当夫妻了 I thought that people mistook us for a couple.
你没注意到吗？ Haven't you ever noticed that?
没有 No.
事实上 In fact
或许，人们就是这么看待我们 maybe that's how people always see us.
别说了，去洗漱 Knock it off. Go wash up.
走吧，大哥 Let's go, big brother.
快点儿，我饿了 Hurry up, I'm starving.
-坐我对面 -让我挨着你坐 - Sit opposite me. - Let me sit next to you
这样，我们就能看到相同的东西 so we see the same things.
你真可怕 You're horrible.
你从不听我的 You never do what I want.
我们在一起时看着不错，对吗？ We look good together, right?
-别说废话 -为什么？ - Don't talk rubbish. - What for?
-我们互相为对方而生 -每个人都知道---你是我妹妹 - We were made for each other. - Everyone knows you're my sister.
最好想一想，要跟大姐一起去买什么 Better think about what to buy with big sisters instead.
我说了不算，总是那些传统的菜 I don't decide what we're eating. It's always the traditional dishes.
没错，那就别没买齐 Exactly. So don't forget anything.
我讨厌只为两个柠檬跑到集市 I'm sick of running to the market for two lemons.
可能买些青葱 Probably a couple of shallots.
-什么？-没什么 - What? - Nothing.
二姐，要把籽弄出来吗？ Khanh, do I throw out the seeds?
不用，用它做米饭，味道更好 No, cook the rice with it, it will be nicer.
肉酱呢？一吋还是两吋？ 【Paté，一种法国常见的冷餐食品】 And the paté? One inch or two?
-我看看，太厚了 -一吋就行了 - Let's see. Too thick. - One inch is fine.
行。莲，青葱呢？ Agreed. Liên, those shallots shoots?
天哪，我忘买了 My God, I forgot.
-我老公会去买 -让你老公歇着吧 - Kiên could buy some. - Let your husband be.
作家只懂人类的灵魂 Writers only know about the human soul.
分不清青葱和香葱 He can't tell shallots from chives.
我老公就懂得植物 But my husband, he knows his plants.
没错 You're right.
你应该打发哥哥去，他乐意的 You should send Hai, he'd love to do it.
好了，如果两位姐夫在谈话，我就打发小兄弟去 Okay, if the elders are chatting, I'll send little brother.
我在顺化市拍了这种水果 I photographed this fruit in Huê.
我会告诉你它的科学名 I'll spare you its scientific name.
拌着腌对虾吃，顺化市才有这个 It's eaten with pickled prawns. You only find it in Huê.
海！ Hai!
你去买些青葱！莲说你喜欢菜市场 Go buy some shallots! Liên says you love the market.
没错。二姐夫，我可以用你的单车吗？ Yes, that's right. Kiên, can I take your bike?
-咖啡屋开门了吗？ -没有，6点钟才开 - Is the café open? - No, only from six o'clock.
麦阿姨，给我两个托盘 Auntie Mai, bring me two trays.
马上 Yes, right away.
库，那天你说，除了生意 Quoc, the other day you said that apart from business
你还为自己拍照？何不拿出来看看？ you take photos for yourself. Why don't you show them?
我真想看 I'd really like to see them.
我并不满意这些 I'm not happy with them.
我之所以说，是因为你的照片里净是植物 I say that because, in your photos for the Botanical Society
没有人脸 there are no faces.
在你的私人照片里呢？ And in your personal photos there are?
当然 Yes, of course.
主要是肖像 They are mostly portraits.
但我认为，植物照片让我更愉快 But I think photos of plants give me greater pleasure.
里面有找不到人脸的一种安静 In them, there is a tranquility you can't find in a face.
那是我在一幅照片里寻找的宁静 It's tranquility I look for in a photograph.
我明白了 I think I get you.
与此同时，我却认为 But all the same, in my opinion
你对人脸的看法真有问题 you have a real problem with faces.
我要说，你的观点是作家的幻想 I will demonstrate that your opinion is a writer's fantasy.
这是我最喜欢的部分 This is my favorite part.
奇怪啊，满足和恶心同时出现 It's strange. Satisfying and disgusting at the same time.
确实，我们女人被迫忍受恶心的东西 It's true. We women are condemned to disgusting things.
在旧时代，我们不能摸男人的头 In the old days, we couldn't touch a man's head.
那是身体的神圣部位，绝对不能被我们的手玷污 That noble part of the body must not be soiled by our hands.
但是，男人们总喜欢并允许我们摸另一样东西 but men have always liked and allowed us to touch another thing.
说的不错 Exactly.
那玩意儿高贵吗？ So is that thing considered noble?
既然被允许摸它，我们必须断定它不高贵 We must conclude that it isn't since we're allowed to touch it.
-它必须被归类到恶心的东西 -我倒不觉得这么恶心 - It must be classified as disgusting. - I don't find it so very disgusting.
-相反 -什么意思？ - On the contrary. - What do you mean?
噢，你可以称之为烹饪的幻想 Oh, well... you could call it a culinary fantasy.
什么？ What?
听着，我一直想 Listen, I always thought that
加少量大蒜炸一下，肯定质感惊人 fried with a little garlic, it must have an amazing texture.
又软又脆 Both tender and crunchy.
说起照片的留白，可不简单 It's not easy to talk about a photo point-blank.
我会接受别人的辩解 I'd accept that excuse from anyone
但作家除外，因为你们是搞语言的 but not from a writer. Words are your business.
你太夸张 You exaggerate.
开门了吗，库？ Are you open, Quoc?
-噢，你好，基 -进来，Toàn - Oh, hello, Kiên. - Come in, Toàn.
-莲会为你沏咖啡 -不，我只是来问好 - Liên will make you a coffee. - No, I just came to say hello.
基，你的第一本小说何时面世？ So, Kiên, when is your first novel coming out?
噢，没这么快，我还在写 Oh, there's no hurry. I'm working on it.
-进展得不错？ -差不多完了 - But it's going well? - In fact, I'm nearly finished.
还有一点点儿，却卡住了 There's little left to write, but I'm blocked.
关于一次邂逅 It's about an encounter.
通常，只会在开头或中间发生 Usually, that happens at the beginning or in the middle.
但这一次，发生在结尾 But here, it's at the end.
主人公遇到一个女人 The protagonist meets a woman.
我想写的简练一些，戛然而止 I want to write it concisely and end abruptly.
我等不及要读了 I can't wait to read it.
- Toàn大哥 -莲姐姐 - Big brother Toàn. - Big sister Liên.
要冰镇咖啡？ An iced coffee?
想清楚了，你俩儿越来越荒唐了 Make up your minds, you two, it's getting ridiculous.
她叫你叫“大哥”，你叫她“大姐” She calls you "big brother" and you call her "big sister".
不能这样，真不得体 It can't be. It's actually absurd.
-有问题？ -我们同日出生啊 - What's the problem? - We were born the same day.
-你几点钟出生的？ -我不知道 - What time were you born? - That's it, I don't know.
我知道我几点钟出生，但没用 I know when I was, but it doesn't help.
-家里人没人知道？ -没人 - Nobody knows at home? - No, nobody.
抱歉，我必须去厨房帮姐姐们 Sorry, I have to help my sisters in the kitchen.
如果你找到了解决办法，让我知道 If you find a solution let me know
我会这样下去 and I'll stick to it.
我看到了，她已经叫你“大哥” Look, here's how I see it. She already calls you "big brother".
叫她“小妹”，就像夫妻之间互相称呼 Call her "little sister" like husbands and wives do.
谁说我要娶她？ Who says I want to marry her?
-看你 -你在说什么啊？ - Just look at you. - What are you talking about?
这小伙子想娶我们的小姨子 The boy wants to marry our sister-in-law.
噢，是吗？ Oh, yeah?
很容易的，先找蒌叶和槟榔果订婚 【(as) easy as pie =(informal )very easy】 Easy as a pie. Betel leaves and arec nuts for the engagement
六个月后举行婚礼 then a wedding 6 months later.
但首先，他必须学会叫“莲小妹” But first he must learn to say "little sister Liên".
别取笑我了 Okay, stop teasing me.
你去哪儿了，小老鼠？ Where have you been, Little Mouse?
我去走路了，我还要去看妈妈 I went for a walk and I'm going to see Mommy.
真漂亮，皮上没一点儿裂缝 Gorgeous. Not a crack in the skin.
我们去装饰供桌 Let's decorate the altar for the ceremony.
香点着了，我们切鸡 The incense is burnt. Let's carve the chicken.
叔叔，尝尝这酒 Taste this wine, Uncle.
真走运！我还担心你做不了 What luck! I was afraid you couldn't make it.
忌日饭做得真好 The memorial meal is a success.
我们没希望了，本该向妈妈学习 We're hopeless. We should've learned with our mother.
没什么，你的水平几乎跟她一样好了 Not at all. You're almost as good as she was.
唐叔还没老，是吗？ Uncle Tung hasn't aged, has he?
要水吗？ Want some water?
海，要吗？ Hai, want some?
-我吃得太多了，你呢？ -是啊 - I ate too much, didn't you? - Yes.
我也是 Me too.
-我今晚不吃饭了 -我也不吃了 - I don't think I'll eat tonight. - Me neither.
你觉得姜炒蜗牛怎样？ What would you say to some snails in ginger?
-现在，我可以吃了 -我也是，来考虑一下 - Now, that I could eat. - Me too, come to think of it.
好，那就定了 Good, that's settled.
-我们要继续吗？ -从登记处开始 - Shall we continue? - Start with the registry office.
我说嘛，当发现了新的线索 So I was saying that Kiên became more and more interested
基越来越感兴趣 as he discovered new clues.
检查名单后，把不像的放在一边 After examining the register and putting aside the unlikely ones
他得出了结论：妈妈的Toàn he arrived at the theory that Mother's Toàn
就是那位Phan Chau Toàn was a certain Phan Chau Toàn.
他们同学了五年，这个事实支持他的理论 They were at the same school for 5 years, which supports his theory.
那一定是Toàn了 Then it must be that Toàn.
为何只有五年？ Why only 5 years?
因为Toàn 死于1943年，日本人占领期间 Because Toàn died of starvation in '43 during the Japanese occupation.
妈妈那时十四岁 Mommy was 14 then.
那是一个女学生的热恋？ So it was a schoolgirl crush?
坚持下去，只是理论，而非定论 Hang on, it's a theory, not a certainty.
基还没调查过Toàn的家庭 Kiên hasn't checked with this Toàn's family yet.
他们1954年搬到西贡 They moved to Saigon in'54.
他一定去了西贡，幸运的是，找到了一个亲戚 He'll have to go to Saigon. And be lucky enough to find a relative
他可能有这个爱情故事的线索 who may have got wind of this love story.
只能是这位Toàn It can only be this Toàn.
我那么说，是根据这个理论 I say that because according to this theory
这是一段早恋 it's a case of puppy love.
最后，当妈妈不在那里时 At the end, when Mum wasn't all there
把Toàn当成了爸爸， 在记忆中，再次体验了她的少女时代 and mistook Dad for Toàn, she was reliving her childhood.
因此，跟他说话时，她象个害羞的小姑娘 That's why she spoke to him like a shy little girl.
她告诉他：她如此纯洁地爱他 she told him that she loved him so innocently
让爸爸哭了 that it brought tears to Dad's eyes.
如我所说，这只是一个理论 Like I said, this is only a theory.
告诉你，基的调查会证实我相信的东西 And I tell you that Kiên's research will confirm what I believe.
非常明显，岂有它哉？ It can't be otherwise. It's obvious.
我也是 Me, too
我相信这个版本的故事 I believe this version of the story.
我们的妈妈，从没爱过任何男人 Our mother could never have loved any man
除了爸爸 but Daddy.
我心里知道---她是忠贞的 I know in my heart that she was faithful.
我确信这一点 I'm sure of it.
爸爸妈妈当年总在一起，不可分离 Dad and Mum were always together, they were inseparable.
证据是：妈妈过世一个月后 The proof is that a month after Mum died
爸爸随她而去 he followed her.
他们的关系是完美的 There's something perfect about their relationship.
记住我们说过一千次的东西 And remember what we've said a thousand times.
妈妈比爸爸大一个月 Mum was one month older than Dad.
比她晚去世一个月 He died one month after her
这意味着，两人活得几乎一样长 which means that they lived almost the same lifetime
根据我们的估算 give or take an hour
也就相差一小时左右 by our reckoning.
可怜的爸爸，不知道他受了多少苦 Poor Daddy. I wonder how much he suffered.
如果他知道Toàn是妈妈的初恋情人，就不一样了 If he had known that Toàn was a crush, it would have been different.
我们应该让基停止寻找 We should ask Kiên to stop looking.
-你怎么想？ -莲说得对，他必须停止 - What to you think? - Liên's right. He must stop.
他会失望的 He'll be disappointed.
蜗牛来了 Here come the snails.
拿些纸巾 Bring us some napkins.
苏，请 Please, Suong.
莲，Toàn想要某种东西 Liên, Toàn wants something.
-我会去看 - Toàn有着地球上最坏的名字 - I'll go see. - Toàn has the worst name on earth.
我发现大姐夫如此正派，如此优秀，他几乎是平和的 I find Gu?c so proper, so perfect, he's almost bland.
好象体内没有各种欲望 It's as if every desire had deserted his body.
一些人活在幻想里 Some live out their fantasies.
其他人，象我，满足于写他们 Others, like me, are content to write about them.
但是，大姐夫百分之百地没幻想， 没有一丝想象力 But Quoc is 100% fantasy free. Not an ounce of imagination.
不管怎样，大姐告诉我：她不满意 Anyway, Suong told me that she's not satisfied.
你什么意思？ How do you mean?
你知道的 You know.
-我不吃惊 -别卖弄 - I'm not surprised. - Don't show off.
你得去那个部门工作 You've got work to do in that department.
真讨厌，你移动的 How annoying. You moved it.
-我应该放回原处？ -绝对不要！ - Should I put it back? - Absolutely not!
你何时到我床上的？ Just when did you get in my bed?
午夜时，我冷 In the middle of the night, I was cold.
下次，我会把你扔到地板上 Next time, I'll chuck you on the floor.
你绝对不会那样做 You know you'd never do that.
因为你，我今早掉下了床 Because of you, I fell out of bed this morning.
原谅我，大哥哥 Forgive me, big brother.
掉下床的滋味不好受 It's not nice to fall out of bed.
噢，你真可怜 Oh, poor you
你想吃什么？糯米？ What do you want to eat? Sticky rice?
喂？哥哥要两碗，我要一碗 Excuse me? Two portions for my brother and one for me.
爸爸要出门了，几天后回来 Daddy's going away. He'll be back in a few days.
看到爸爸了吗？ See Daddy over there?
-大姐夫何时回来？ -两周内 - When is Quoc coming back? - In two weeks.
电台说会下雨，你看呢？ The radio says it will rain. What do you think?
好像会下 Yes, it looks like it.
小老鼠！ Little Mouse!
我下午有事儿，大概5点钟回来 I gave an errand this afternoon, I'll be back around 5 o'clock.
我怀孕了 I'm pregnant.
是吗？你肯定？ Is that right? Are you sure?
奇怪，突然之间，我觉得精疲力尽 It's strange. All of a sudden, I'm exhausted.
我想打个盹儿 I think I'll take a nap.
去睡吧，我叫醒你吃午饭 You go sleep. I'll wake you up for lunch.
你象纸一样白 You're white as a sheet.
记得上次我这样吗？ Remember the last time I was like this?
记得，当我说愿意嫁给你时 Yes, when I said I would marry you.
你告诉姐妹们了？ Have you told your sisters?
还没，这是我们的秘密 Not yet. It's our secret.
过一、两个月再说，好吗？ Let's keep it for a month or two, okay?
-妈妈，我能画吗？ -去吧 - Mum, can I draw? - Yes, go ahead.
-哪儿？ -墙上 - Where? - On the wall, if you want.
莲 Liên
-什么？ -我现在要出去了 - Yes? - I'm going out now.
大约五点钟回来 I'll be back around 5 o'clock.
好 Okay.
小老鼠，来这儿 Little Mouse, come here.
我们谈谈吧 I want us to talk.
我再也受不了，这个沉默的誓言 I can't take it anymore. This vow of silence
我再也受不了 I can't stand it anymore.
我们又见面了 We meet again.
我们相互爱着，不说一句话 We love each other without a word.
现在，我对你的生活一点儿也不了解 I know nothing of your life now.
我怀念以前什么也不干，只是谈话的日子 I miss the days when all we did was talk.
如果你不说话，我会疯的 If you don't speak, I'll go crazy.
我忍不住看着你的唇 I can't stop looking at your lips.
你注意到了吗？ Have you noticed?
我想看见它们移动 I want to see them move.
你想告诉我什么？ You want to tell me something?
如果 If...
你 you...
再 speak...
说 one...
一 more...
次 time...
我们 we...
就 won't...
再 see...
也 each...
见不到 other...
彼 ever...
此 again.
你是认真的？ You're serious?
好吧，我不说了 Okay. I'll stop talking.
但只妥协这一次 But give in just once.
我要你说出我的名字 I want you to say my name.
Tuan，说啊 Tuan. Say it.
Tuan.
那是第13张吗？ Is that the thirteenth shot?
是的 Yes.
-要水吗？ -来一杯 - Nhan, want some water? - Yes, please.
我想吃东西 I could do with some food.
没吃的 There's nothing to eat.
鱼上钩了吗？ Are they biting?
大哥哥，海 Big brother Hai
关掉闹钟 turn off the alarm.
你呢？ What about you?
我抽烟是因为下雨了 I'm smoking because it's raining.
实际上，我不是真的抽 In fact, I don't really smoke.
新画，吴的自画像吗？ The new painting, is it Vu's self-portrait?
这个地方正在变成博物馆 This place is turning into a museum.
-我又掉下床了 -噢，你真可怜 - I fell out of bed again. - Oh, poor you.
半夜时分 In the middle of the night.
今早，我没听到你起床 I didn't hear you get up this morning.
讲得通。我睡在你床上 Makes sense. I slept in your bed.
噢，原来如此 Oh, so that's why.
你把我床上的空间都占了，我只得睡你的 You took up all the room in my bed. I had to sleep in yours.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
-帮我修脚趾甲好吗？ -给我锉刀 - Will you do my nails? - Bring me the file and clippers.
下雨是好事儿，在今晚的雨中，我有一幕戏 Good thing that it's raining. I have a scene in the rain tonight.
哪类角色？ What type of part?
跟以前一样，被剪掉的小角色 The usual. A tiny part that they edit out.
-别傻了 -我不傻 - Don't be silly. - I'm not being silly.
这将是我的第17部影片 This will be my 17th film.
17个没人注意的小角色 17 tiny parts that nobody notices.
别自责了，告诉我发生的事情 Stop feeling sorry for yourself and tell me what happens instead.
好，听着 Okay. Here goes...
我跟女主角有一夜情 I'm the heroine's one night stand.
我是她生命里的一个错误 I'm a mistake in her life.
一件对她毫无意义的事情 A meaningless affair for her.
除了雨中道别的回忆，没有别的 Nothing but the memory of a farewell in the rain.
那就是我们今晚要拍的一幕 That's the scene we're shooting tonight.
-在雨中分别？ -我知道 - A parting in the rain? - I know
别告诉我你看过一百遍了 Don't tell me you've seen it a hundred times.
-那会是真的 -不 - That would be true. - No.
-雨中道别，挺有意思的 -你觉得？ - It's lovely a farewell in the rain. - You think so?
是的，我真的这样想 Yes, I mean it. I really think so.
-我想跟你一起演 -我还没剪完 - I want to play the scene with you. - I haven't finished your nails.
没关系，等会儿再剪 It doesn't matter. We'll do it later.
那么，你跟我有一夜情 So you're my one night stand.
我生命中的一个错误。我的台词是什么？ A mistake in my life. So, what are my lines?
-你什么也不用说 -你呢？ - You don't say anything. - And you?
我也不说话，没有对话 I don't speak either. There's no dialogue.
剧本是怎么写的？ Then what does it say in the script?
你背朝我，看着自己 You have your back to me, you look ahead of you.
不，往下看 No, you look down.
我拉你的胳膊，你转过身，彼此对视 I pull you by the arm, you turn around and we look at each other.
好，等一下 Okay. Wait.
我准备好了 I'm ready.
我饿了，下雨让我想吃煮熟的甜土豆 I'm hungry. The rain gives me a taste for boiled sweet potatoes.
你知道 You know
关于我的小说收尾，遇到麻烦了 I'm having trouble ending my novel.
找到你妈妈的Toàn，会对我有帮助 Finding out about your mother's Toàn would do me good.
可以把我从书里带出来 It would take me away from the book
以全新的视角继续写 so I'd return with a fresh outlook.
我认为是个好主意 I think it's a good idea.
你觉得呢？ What do you say?
我来西贡只有一周 I'll only be in Saigon for a week.
你指甲太长，我替你剪 Your nails are too long. I'll cut them for you.
别担心，莫和麦婶会处理 Don't worry. Mùi and Auntie Mai will manage.
但是，咖啡馆里的顾客很多 But there are a lot of customers in the café.
我告诉过莫，如需帮忙，就打电话 I told Mùi to call if she needs help.
雨进我眼睛里了 It's getting in my eyes.
指甲剪完了 I've finished your nails.
-小老鼠，你想喝羹吗？ -要的 - Little Mouse, do you want some chè? - Yes, some chè.
-你在雨中干什么？ -找胡，你见到他了？ - What are you doing in the rain? - Looking for Hoà. Have you seen him?
他没上课，去他家找找？ He wasn't in the class. Did you try his place?
-好 -瞿因咖啡屋呢？他可能在那儿 - Yes. - And Café Quynh? He could be there.
-谢谢，去咖啡屋走那边吗？ -我带你去 - Thanks. Is Café Quynh that way? - I'll take you.
-尼，你好 -莲 - Ah, Ninh. Hello. - Liên.
-你好 - 我在找胡 - How are you? - I'm looking for Hoà.
-想进来吗？ -我湿透了，你见胡了？ - Want to come in? - I'm too wet. Have you seen Hoà?
-去他家找了吗？ -是的，一小时前 - Did you try his place? - Yes, an hour ago.
With this rain, if you don't find him at his place， 如果在他家里还找不到，看这雨下的，你该回家 you should go home
谢谢 Thanks
我还是在他家门口等吧。你从不知道 but I'll wait outside his place. You never know.
-再见 -再见 - Bye. - Bye.
莲离开了吗？ Did Liên leave?
她还在楼下 She's still downstairs.
听着，胡，我警告你，我再也不帮你了 Listen, Hoà, I'm warning you, I won't help you anymore.
想起来就恶心，莲不该遭这份罪 I think it stinks. Liên doesn't deserve it.
-她对你做了什么？ -我不知道 - What did she do to you? - I don't know.
只是一种感觉 Just a feeling.
我比她大 I'm older than she is.
但她看起来比我成熟 But she seems more mature than me.
我还是不明白 I still don't follow you.
你是我最好的朋友 You're my best friend.
说了也不怕丢人 I'm not ashamed to tell you.
我认为她控制我 I think she dominates me.
你这白痴！ You're an idiot!
刚才，我叫莲进来。幸运的是，她拒绝了 Just now, I asked Liên to come in. Luckily, she refused.
胡听说你在这里等着。他忙，来不了 Hoà heard you were waiting here. He's busy, he can't make it.
明天下午三点钟，他在咖啡馆见你 He'll meet you tomorrow. Three o'clock at the Café Quynh.
谢谢，那亚。那就明天下午三点钟 Thanks, Nghia. Three o'clock tomorrow, then.
-好吧，再见，莲 -好的，谢谢 - That's right. Bye, Liên. - Yes, thanks.
走吧，莲 Let's go, Liên.
海，走这边吧 Hai, let's go this way.
-给我一些 -做梦！ - Give me some. - Dream on!
哥哥，看，你还不信 Hai, look. You didn't believe me.
他们以为我们是一对夫妻 They think we're a couple.
大哥哥，我困极了 Big brother, I'm so sleepy.
等雨停了，我们就回家 We'll go home when it lets up.
真走运！三轮车！ That's lucky! Cyclo!
没人住在这儿？ No one lives here?
没有，连鬼魂也没有 No, not a soul.
这里会适合我 This place would suit me.
不适合我，太伤感了 Not me, it's too sad.
我不这么认为 I don't think so.
人应该活在灵魂和谐的地方 One should live where one's soul is in harmony.
和环境一致 Where it is in accord with its surroundings.
和谐有时是一种慰藉 Harmony can sometimes be a consolation.
我没意识到你这么不开心 I didn't realize you were so unhappy.
我知道，在这里过日子，也不是办法 I know that living here isn't the solution.
此刻，我在两头之间左右为难 Right now, I'm torn between two places
两边都以同样的力量拉我 that pull me with equal force.
如果选中一个地方 If I choose one place
即时暂时的 even temporarily
我也对另一头感到愧疚 I feel guilty toward the other one.
时光流逝，负罪感 With time, a guilty conscience
变成悲伤 turns into sadness.
抱歉，我帮不了你 I'm sorry that I can't help you.
当伤感淹没了你时，你怎么做？ What do you do when sadness overwhelms you?
我去村里找一个女人，紧贴着她 I go down to the village to look for a woman and I snuggle up to her.
她们之中有一个很甜，特喜欢我 One of them is sweet and she likes me a lot.
当我伤心时，就去找她 When I'm sad I send for her
躺在她旁边 and I lie down beside her.
温暖、潮湿的肉体 That warm, damp flesh
柔软的秀发 those soft hairs
突然间 All of a sudden
胸中一阵剧痛 a terrible pain crosses my chest.
接着我感谢老天，并且睡着了 Then I thank heaven and I fall asleep.
如果运气不好，在午夜醒来 If I have the bad luck to wake in the night
发现她在我身旁 and find her at my side
伤感又会袭来，挥之不去 the sadness I feel then, nothing can make it go away.
从河内到胡志明市的 Flight VN 183 from Hanoi
VN183班机 to Ho Chi Minh City.
飞行时间为一小时四十五分钟 Flight time is one hour and 45 minutes.
希望你们旅途愉快 We wish you a pleasant flight.
我是Bui Kim，你替我订了324房？ This is Bui Kim Ngan. Did you reserve room 324 for me?
谢谢 Thank you.
抱歉 Excuse me.
爸爸！ Daddy!
别动 Don't move a muscle.
我明天回河内，必须跟苏说 I'm going back to Hanoi tomorrow. I must speak to Suong.
你确信这是正确的做法？ Are you sure it's the right thing to do?
我不知道，但我必须 I don't know, but I must.
我不想阻止你 I don't want to stop you.
四年了 For four years
我一直焦虑 I've held my breath.
无论在这里，还是在河内 Both here and in Hanoi.
那是你心头的负担 The burden on your heart
我害怕失去我们相聚的时刻 I'm afraid of losing the moments when we are together.
我必须跟苏说 I must speak to Suong.
那就明天动身 Then leave tomorrow.
但是，别对我承诺什么 But don't promise me anything.
我会等你 I'll wait for you.
如果你回来 If you come back
会让我幸福 it will make me happy.
基！ Kiên!
荷？好久不见！ Hiên? It's been ages!
大姐 Big sister
能问你一个问题吗？ can I ask you a question?
问吧 Yes.
这对我非常重要 It's very important to me.
就算是一个轻率的问题，也请回答 So please answer even if it's an indiscreet question.
问吧 Okay, go ahead.
在你心里 Has the
是否想过欺骗大姐夫？ idea of cheating on Quoc ever crossed your mind?
为什么问这个？ Why do you ask me that?
只是因为 Just because.
我想知道：在哪种环境下，会产生非分之想 I was wondering under what circumstances the thought might arise.
你难以回答吗？ Does it bother you to answer?
是吗？ Does it?
不 No
不难回答 it doesn't bother me.
欺骗你姐夫的想法，有过一次 The idea of cheating on Quoc occurred to me once.
始于四年前 It all started 4 years ago
也就是我们婚后两年 or 2 years after we married.
我现在可以告诉你 I can tell you now.
当时，我有了两个月的身孕 I was two months pregnant.
只有你姐夫知道 Only Quoc knew.
我们决定 We decided
保守秘密 to keep it a secret
怀孕三个月时再告诉你 and only to tell you when I was in my third month.
因此你根本不知道 That's why you never knew.
你姐夫忙于生意，而我流产了 Quoc was away on business, and I miscarried.
他马上回家 He came home immediately.
他的内心变了 And something in him had changed.
好像他的生命凝固了 It was as if his life were on hold.
我不能跟他交流 I couldn't get through to him.
我们的婚姻受损 And our marriage suffered.
随后，小老鼠出生了 Later, after Little Mouse was born
情况没有改观 the situation hadn't improved.
恰在此时…他出现了 That's just when... he appeared.
那是一个早晨 It was one morning
很早 very early.
他一进咖啡馆，我就迷上了 As soon as he entered the café, I felt a fondness for him.
等他是一种快乐 It was a pleasure to wait on him.
我告诉自己： I told myself
我想让他爱我 that I wanted him to love me.
然后呢？ And then?
我们又在别处相会 And then, we met elsewhere.
他告诉我：他爱我。这是真的 He told me he loved me. And it was true.
你们在一起干那事儿了吗？ Did you and he have a thing together?
明显没有 No, obviously not.
几个吻，几个拥抱，仅此而已 A few kisses. A few cuddles, that's all.
仅此而已，你什么意思？ That's all. What do you mean?
他回西贡了 He went back to Saigon.
他是个商人 He was a businessman.
他来河内 He came to Hanoi
是为了设立一个分部 to set up a branch office.
工作完了，也就离开了 When the work was done, he left
因为我告诉他： because I told him
我们的关系没有未来 that our relationship had no future.
你还想他吗？ Do you still think about him?
想 Yes.
他叫Tuàn His name was Tuàn.
是的…睡吧 Right... let's go to sleep.
谢谢你，大姐 Thank you, big sister.
这次，你爬到我床上了 This time, you got into my bed.
你撒谎，你先到我床上的 You lie. You got into mine first.
我不得不用你的床，然后你回来了 I had to take yours. And then you came back.
事情就是这样 That's how it happened.
-我丝毫不记得了 -我记得很清楚 - I don't remember a thing. - I remember too well.
有时我想，你是否还不到结婚的时候？ Sometimes I wonder if it isn't time you got married.
我没开玩笑，你已经老大不小了 I'm not kidding. You're old enough.
这主意不错 It's not a bad idea.
首先，我还没找到一个男人 First of all, I'd have to find a man.
我理想中的男人将会像你这样 My ideal would be someone like you
因为你和爸爸一样好 because you're good like Dad.
你真的认为我像他？ You really think I'm like him?
当然了，我很了解你 Yes, of course. I know you too well.
困难是找到像你这样的人 The problem is to find someone who is like you.
一旦我结婚了，你怎么办？ But what will you do once I'm married?
谁帮你洗衣？ Who'll wash your clothes?
谁给你做饭？ Who'll make your meals?
如果你担心这些，我会想办法 If that's what worries you, I'll manage.
我会做得更好 I'll do even better than that.
至少，我不必看到你例假时玷污的内裤 At least I won't have to look at your stained panties
挨着我干净衬衣 next to my clean shirts when you have your period.
真忘恩负义！ So ungrateful!
你真讨厌！狒狒脸！ You're horrid! Baboon face!
来跟我跳舞 Come and dance with me.
苏，基回来了，他在楼上 Suong, Quoc is back. He's upstairs.
-我就上去，你应付得过来吗？ -可以的，凯会帮我，去吧 - I'll go up. Can you manage? - Yes, Khan will help me. Go ahead.
-基在楼上 -我知道，莲告诉我了 - Quoc is upstairs. - I know. Liên told me.
早就回来了吗？ Have you been back long?
半个钟头了 Half an hour.
想吃东西吗？ Do you want something to eat?
不用了 No.
莲给了我一些水果 Liên gave me some fruit.
我以为你还要再呆四天 I wasn't expecting you for four more days.
怎么了？ What's going on?
你回来了？ You're back?
-你在干什么？ -洗脸上床 - What are you doing? - I'm washing up and going up to bed.
我累坏了 I'm knackered.
-昨夜工作到很晚吗？ -比你想的还辛苦，一直写到天亮 - Did you work late, last night? - Worse than that. I worked until dawn.
放下笔，就直奔机场 I put away my pen and went to the airport.
噢，可怜人！ Oh, poor darling!
你喜欢吻我吗？ Do you like to kiss me?
你的小说写完了？ So, you finished your novel?
太好了！你已经卡了两个月 That's wonderful! You've been stuck for two months.
转眼之间，两天内就完成了！ And, presto... In two days, it's done!
主人公遇见一个女人？ The protagonist meets a woman?
是否按计划用了17页收尾？ Did you end it in 17 pages as planned?
-19页 -还是很接近你的估计 - 19. - Still very close to your estimate.
-你真是天才！ -没必要，我还没审稿 - You are a real genius! - Not necessarily, I haven't re-read it.
定稿时，也许17页吧 Maybe when it's edited it will be 17 pages.
卖弄！去休息吧 Show off! Go rest.
醒来有好东西吃 When you wake up, there will be good things to eat.
你忘了告诉我什么？ Have you forgotten to tell me anything?
荷打电话给我，什么都告诉我了 Hiên called me. She told me everything.
你吃什么，喝什么 What you ate, what you drank
你谈论什么 what you talked about.
-我很生气 -为什么？ - I'm very annoyed. - Why?
看来，你谈了过去的好日子 It appears that you talked about the good old days.
这还不是我对你生气的原因 But that's not why I'm mad at you.
我生气，是因为你告诉荷我怀孕了 I'm mad because you told Hiên that I'm pregnant
我们约定过，这是我们的秘密 when we agreed that it would be our secret.
对不起，我不老练 Forgive me, I was tactless.
没事儿，去睡吧 It's okay. Go to sleep.
我待会儿就告诉我的姐妹们 I'm going to tell my sisters in a little while.
我们谈了整晚 We've talked all night.
什么都告诉你了 I've told you everything.
完成工作，我马上回去 I'm going back soon to finish my work.
我想知道你的决定 I want to know what you've decided.
好久了 For a long time
我知道，你和别的女人有了小孩 I've known you had a child with another woman.
我经历过你的事情，容易弄明白 I went through your things and it was easy to figure out.
在你带回来的旅途照片里 In the photos you brought back from your trips
我看着这孩子长大，好象我抚养了他 I watched the child grow up as if I had raised him.
在你说的每件事儿里 In everything you've said
我唯一关心的是： the only thing that matters to me
因为你的不诚实，你再也不能爱我了 is that you can't love me anymore because of your dishonesty.
我不是叫你放弃这个女人和你的儿子 I'm not asking you to give up this woman and your son.
我知道 I know
你像爱我们一样爱他们 that you love them as much as us.
几天后，当你返回，我们会重启生活 In a few days, when you return, we'll start our life again.
这就是我希望的 Here's what I hope for.
我是你的妻子 I am your wife.
期望你比以前更爱我 I expect you to love me better than you have loved me.
我想要你成为：在我们结婚前 I want you to be the man I knew
那个我曾了解的男人 before we were married.
就这些 That's all.
-基，能帮我吗？ -好的，我刚从市场回来 - Khanh, can you help me? - Yes, I'm just back from the market.
我想告诉你 I wanted to tell you
我怀孕了 I'm pregnant.
怎么会呢？ How's that?
我怀孕了 I'm pregnant.
别笑！这种事儿不能开玩笑 I forbid you to smile! It's serious, you know.
是谁的？ Whose it is?
我不会跟你猜迷语 I won't play guessing games with you.
说啊！谁的？ Say it! Whose is it?
他的名字对你没任何意义，你不认识他 His name won't mean anything to you. You don't know him.
他结了婚，有了孩子，对吗？ He's married with kids, is that it?
-他是干什么的？ -学习建筑 - What does he do? - Studies architecture.
他知道你怀孕了？ He knows you're pregnant?
是的，我刚告诉他 Yes. I just told him.
未婚先孕！ Unmarried and pregnant!
当孩子出生了，你们打算怎么办？ When the baby arrives, what will you two do?
-我和我的孩子？ -谁说过关于孩子的事儿？ - Me and my baby? - Who said anything about the baby?
他还没出生！ He's not born yet!
-我指的是另一个 -我们没决定任何事情 - I meant the other one. - We haven't decided anything.
到底是什么意思？ Which means what, exactly?
你为什么不说？ Why don't you say something?
跟她讲讲道理！ Talk some sense into her!
二姐，别哭 Khanh... don't cry.
你知道，我很开心 I'm happy, you know.
我知道，对你来说，这可能看起来很可怕 I know it might look terrible to you.
但是，我有信心 But I'm confident
不会有事儿的 everything's going to be okay.
凯，别哭了，跟她讲讲道理 Khanh, instead of blubbering, reason with her.
当我自己也怀孕时，我该怎么说？ What am I supposed to say when I'm pregnant myself?
我怀疑，在西贡时，基对我不忠 And I suspect that Kiên cheated on me in Saigon.
够了！我都哭过了 Enough! I'm through crying.
二姐，你怎么知道自己怀孕了？ Khanh, how do you know you're pregnant?
什么意思？ What's that?
当你怀孕了，能怎么讲？ How can you tell when you're pregnant?
什么让你认为自己怀孕了？ So what makes you think you are?
因为…两周前… Because... two weeks ago...
他和我…我们… he and I... we did...
-是第一次吗？ -是的，而且是唯一一次 - Was it the first time? - Yes, and the only one.
你们做了什么？ So what did you do?
嗯，首先，他把… Well, first, he put...
他做了什么？ What did he do?
-他就是把… -什么？ - He kind of put... - What?
我不知道该怎么说 I don't know how to say it.
行了，就是这。告诉我，上次月经什么时候来的？ Right, that's it. Tell me. When you had your last period?
一周前 A week ago.
如果要我直说，就别瞒我 Tell me if I've got this straight.
两周前，你和他做过 Two weeks ago, you and he did something.
一周前，你来了月经？ And a week ago, you got your period?
是的 Yes.
老天！ Good Lord!
那意味着我怀孕了吗？ So, does that mean I'm pregnant?
白痴！这不复杂！ What an idiot! It's not complicated!
这姑娘真的不懂！ This girl is really thick!
我们会玩得开心 We're going to have fun.
今天，两位姐姐和我正在自己动手 Today, my sisters and I are doing everything ourselves.
为三十位客人准备祭祀饭 The memorial dishes and the meal for 30 guests.
两位姐夫也会来帮忙 Quoc and Kiên will lend a hand.
只有你找了不会做的借口 You're excused for reasons of incompetence.
为什么一周年祭祀这么重要？ Why is the anniversary of a death so important?
爸爸在世时，我们连他的生日都没庆祝过 We didn't celebrate Dad's birthday while he lived.
妈妈也一样，在他们生日时 It was the same for Mum. When it was their birthday
我们只是说一句：“噢，这是你的生日” all we said was: "Oh, it's your birthday."
仅此而已 And that was all.
"THE VERTICAL RAY OF THE SUN"
有时候我觉得很开心 SOMETIMES I FEEL SO HAPPY
有时我觉得很难过 SOMETIMES I FEEL SO SAD
有时候我觉得很开心 SOMETIMES I FEEL SO HAPPY
但大多数时候你只是让我生气 BUT MOSTLY YOU JUST MAKE ME MAD
宝贝，你不会让我生气的 BABY, YOU JUS T MAKE ME MAD
留恋 LINGER ON
在苍白的月光下 IN THE PALE MOONLIGHT
把你当成我的山顶 THOUGHT OF YOU AS MY MOUNTAINTOP
把你当成我的巅峰 THOUGHT OF YOU AS MY PEAK
把你当成一切 THOUGHT OF YOU AS EVERYTHING
我有但留不住 I HAD BUT COULDN'T KEEP
留恋 LINGER ON
在淡蓝色的灯光下 IN A PALE BLUE LIGHT
留恋 LINGER ON
在淡蓝色的灯光下 IN A PALE BLUE LIGHT
如果我能让世界变得如此纯洁 IF I COULD MAKE THE WORLD THIS PURE
我觉得很奇怪 AND STRANGE AS WHAT I SEE
我会让你照镜子 I'D PUT YOU IN THE MIRROR
我摆在我面前 I PUT IN FRONT OF ME
留恋 LINGER ON
在淡蓝色的灯光下 IN A PALE BLUE LIGHT
留恋 LINGER ON
在淡蓝色的灯光下 IN A PALE BLUE LIGHT
完全跳过生活 SKIP A LIFE COMPLETELY
把它塞进杯子里 STUFF IT IN A CUP
在你午夜的时候 IN YOUR MIDNIGHT HOUR
你发现你的灵魂 AND YOU FIND THAT YOUR SOUL
已经开始出售了 IT'S BEEN UP FOR SALE
爱的荣耀 GLORY OF LOVE
可能会通过的 JUST MIGHT COME THROUGH
当你的两位朋友 WHEN ALL YOUR TWO-BIT FRIENDS
已经把你撕了 HAVE GONE AND RIPPED YOU OFF
他们在你背后说 THEY'RE TALKING BEHIND YOUR BACK SAYING
伙计，你永远都不是人 MAN, YOU'RE NEVER GONNA BE NO HUMAN BEING
再见，各位 GOOD-BYE, EVERYBODY
我要走了 I'M DEPARTING
明天 TOMORROW
再见，各位 GOOD-BYE, EVERYONE
我很虚弱很抱歉 I'M ALL WEAK AND SORRY
打电话给我妈妈 CALL MY MOM
代表我 ON MY BEHALF
再见，各位 GOOD-BYE, EVERYONE
这次我不能留下来了 THIS TIME I WON'T GET TO STAY
再见，各位 GOOD-BYE, EVERYONE
我有很多东西 I HAVE SO MANY THINGS
说 TO SAY
打电话给我妈妈 CALL MY MOM
代表我 ON MY BEHALF
告诉她，告诉她 TELL HER, TELL HER
她的米奇在路上 THAT HER MICKEY'S ON HIS WAY
反正也回不去了 AND THERE'S NO GOING BACK ANYWAY
告诉她，告诉她 TELL HER, TELL HER
我真的很后悔那些日子 THAT I DO REGRET THE DAYS
我能听到牧师们祈祷 I CAN HEAR THE CHAPLAINS PRAY
以上帝的名义 IN THE NAME OF THE GOD
他们说谁来照顾我 WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF ME THEY SAY
时间不多了 AND TIME IS RUNNING OUT
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